June 8, 2014. The seven-year spell has finally been broken.
Years ago, when blogs only meant people's online diaries, it has been my go-to act to carefully disguise my thoughts and feelings through words. I have mastered ciphering them with a thin veil that it would be hidden in a stranger's eye at once, but still discernible to my memory should I decide to revisit them. I would write letter and post entries to an anonymous, indirect person with confidence and security that they will never get to the intended receiver, ever -- even it could save and vindicate me in the future.
But the universe kids me again, of course. Life happened, and as much as I wanted to keep the words that naturally became my allies -- my gems in protecting my feelings, I should have been smarter enough to know that eventually these words will land on its rightful owner.
My words had been lost for a while, but slowly they've found their way home. And now, must I say that I wouldn't have it any other way :)
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