When it comes to technology devices, GAS (Gadget Acquisition Syndrome) is inevitable. This certainty has doubled up on me when I started shooting with film cameras such that it only took me three months from using a Superheadz Ultra Wide and Slim plastic camera to a Canon AE-1 Program SLR, five months to acquire my Pentax KX (also an SLR), and only a month to bite the bullet on a Konica C35 EF.
It is almost a year since the last purchase, but this does not mean I do not bleed inside every day to the parade of cameras for sale on Lomomanila, Film Photography Swap and Soviet Camera Store in my Facebook feed. Oh what a beautiful pain it is to endure this heartache sometimes! Geeking about them on screen is mostly enough to nurture the passion and fuel the inspiration in trekking life with this hobby.
Although caving in to another purchase is always an almost, I told myself what I had was enough since I still feel pretty much confident on using my current cameras with what I usually want to achieve in taking photos. I guess the Universe noticed this "sacrifice" of mine and (dare I say it) rightfully so, gifted me generously this Christmas hahaha.
It is quite unbelievable to see the Red Dot staring back at you :)
I have not used it as much as I can, just a few tinkering captures here and there using the obsessive monochrome setting. I am sooo glad for this because I do not feel the slightest urge to need to edit the digital images at all. Here are some:
On a related note
Over the last few days, I am getting more interested in giving street photography a try since I can bring the camera with me all the time because of how compact it is. So far, I'm trying to read and digest Eric Kim's and Dave Powell's blogs and watch some Garry Winogrand Youtube documentaries. I love how all this new information geeks me out haha.
More so, when I stumbled upon the story of Vivian Maeir. WOW. Am I the only who knew about this now? It really does boggle my mind to know how extensive her collection of undeveloped film rolls (about 1000!) were until John Maloof's discovery. Her work in street photography is also so, so good to marvel about. They are simply exceptional. I cannot imagine the strength it took to photograph life daily and not see them for yourself.
I don't know how to feel about the business side of what has been done, though. A part of me feels thankful for the discovery, restoration, exhibition and archival, and how this can help both historians and photographers in re-living life at that time (they were dated 1950s-1990s). However, it also seem weird of me to feel a tiny bit of invading Vivian's privacy, maybe because of the fact that the world has seen her photographs first and she will not, ever. I am nowhere near knowledgeable how everything works in business, but when I think about it, it makes me cringe how someone else has profited generously from the work of a dead woman. Is intellectual property really out of the question when there's no heir?
I just try to understand how someone could have that many undeveloped film! I have 2 from my trip and I’m dying to get them developed as soon as possible. And there are so many GREAT photographs in there. How can someone be that good not knowing the results of it? I guess Shakespeare was right “there are more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt of in your philosophy”. :)
ReplyDeleteI have the same questions, Thais! I also tried to think of some principle that could be behind it. I was watching documentaries of Garry Winogrand, and he also does not develop his films on purpose, until after a year or two. He says he needs to be as detached as he can to the moment before seeing the result. He also died without seeing a huge number of his undeveloped rolls, but I guess it is considerable since he is already well-known to his craft, unlike Vivian in her time.
DeleteThank heavens, you always have a good relatable quote in mind! :)
You know I do that quoting thing without realizing, right? ;-P
DeleteHaha yes! That's why it is really admirable that you can easily pull one out from your pocket whenever a quote is needed :D
DeleteIt's so good to see another fan of Vivian Maeir! Glad that I stumbled upon your blog, because it's rare to see a photography-enthusiast blogging as well nowadays. :)
ReplyDeleteJamie of the feralsoul.net <3
Hi Jamie! :) I've only known Vivian's story recently, and I'm so glad I did. It's so mysterious, but also inspiring.
DeleteThanks for dropping by!
Wow I love the last one! :) Window-shopping (what's the online version of window-shopping? haha) in film photo swap is a hobby of mine as well. Currently kicking myself of not availing a 2000-peso canon elan 7! Hahaha. Oh the life we must live :)))
ReplyDeleteOn most days, I am content with just geeking out on those cameras haha! Life with film is truly as heartbreaking as it is thrilling :)
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